It's Hot.

Damy says how come I don't update anymore? So to ease his anxiety, I am posting :)

Really, though, nothing new has happened. Everyday is the same thing -- observations --> class --> home --> study or observations --> work --> home --> study. It's funny -- all those times I felt overwhelmed and stressed as an undergrad (like around finals or whatever) is basically what I'm feeling every day now. I know I'm stressed lots 'cause I have a constant tummy ache and sometimes my chest hurts like I'm going to have a heart attack or something. (@__@) It's really just because work has been so much to take on lately. But the field trip is over so hopefully that'll take a load off.

School is actually getting a little better, too. One last hellish week and I'll be almost done. One of my classes ends next week with a big presentation and a research paper and then my other class just has a website, a lesson plan final and a soundscape thingamajig. Kind of bad but not terrible. There are a few things I dislike about the program but I'm trying not to be a poopie -- I realize how valuable this program is going to be to me, and I figure one year of a little suffering is worth it to have my masters and a secure job in a matter of months.

I wanted to go to dinner or dessert with April this week but I've been so busy I didn't even make the phone call. (-___-) *ashamed* April, if you're reading this let's go next Thursday! I really will call this time.

I still haven't unpacked. My stuff is still all over the living/dining room and I'm still in the process of getting rid of some stuff. The problem is I have lots of things that I want to keep but don't necessarily need. Like old books or my Barbie collection. I want to give that stuff to my future kids (well, daughters) but I don't need it at the moment. So what do I do with it? I've come to realize that my house doesn't have nearly as much storage space as it should. And what space we do have is taken up by my mother and her useless crap. I mean seriously USELESS. Even more useless than my Barbies =D

I really want a full day of fun. Like a full day at Disneyland or a full day at the Huntington Gardens or at the Arboretum or even just at the park. Or the beach. :\ Somebody come out and plaaaaay with me and give me attention please please please *whimpers like Charlie*

Do you ever feel a certain way but don't want to say anything because you know it'll be bad if you open your mouth?